The Sky is Falling...

Oh no, that's just the leaves.
It's Fall everybody. Then Winter and the flood of Holidays. And soon spring.
We could go to the ends of the earth but it will alwys look like this to me.
xoxoxo

Let Me Pose a Couple of Questions to You...

isn't flirtation the path to intamacy?
how does one stay humble while presenting total confidence?
how do i give up and let go of the one thing about myself that i know makes me special?
how do i take the leap to just make the change?
(a little help please...)
xoxo

Mr. and Mrs. Lively

My Mom finally married her man on Saturday. They've been together for 15 years. Lived together for 6. Now, he's officially my step Dad... and I couldn't be happier about it. I finaly have a whole family again, just this time... it's with a different (better?--well, let's just say more dependable and generous at least). And he sees me for who I am. During my toast...I said, "Thank you for marrying us." I meant it, even though it was embarassing.

I appriciate you PapaK.

Love, your S.O. daughter.

Apparently

Apparently there's this fabulous little Mexican place that feels like home and is full of good tequila and fun! Ddana and Luccy and I, the trio of trouble, went there for drinks Saturday night. We got drinks...and they were goo-oo-ood! Ddana opted for Tecate and the ever favorite classic, the shot. Luccy and I discovered two wonderful bottley inventions: Xrated Vodka mixed with a little bit of "Sum Poosie" Energy Drink. Both very pink, and both very delicious. Upon tasting her Surely-temple, Luccy exclaimed, "it tastes like pink!" And it did taste like pink cotton candy pussy to me...definately reminiscant of Iron Bru, and so sweet one can't help but keep lappin' it up. We had a lot of fun, and were entertained by the bar tenders' bar tricks.
Apparently being single and 25+ and jaided is like quitting smoking. Once one has experienced the joys of smoking/sex and once that action becomes engrained, it becomes part of one's self image. If one decides to change these behavior paterns, then one has to admit that one will always crave smoking/sex. Then it simply becomes about choosing to have the desire to smoke/have sex and not do it, or to have the desire and give in.
Usually, I think to myself, just make it through till morning, it's a new day, things'll be better tomorrow.
xo